Wednesday, December 10, 2008

therefore i danced ....

A human dances through out his life but still is unaware of this fact and comes up with a line

" oh!! i hav two left feet!!!"


when I was in my mothers womb
I kicked , I punched , I moved
din't realise I was dancing!

when I came in this world
I made faces , I streched , I moved ma eyes in al possible directions
din't realise I was dancing!

When I started crawling
I moved my lips, my shoulders , my joints
din't realise i was dancing!

when I started walking
i got the sense of co ordination , got a sense of rythem , I realised speed
din't realise I was dancing!

when I went to school
I bounced , jumped , excercised , got creative
sat on ma knees ( punishment stupid!) ,learnt gestures ( good onse!)
like shooting ma hand up to answer , peeped and moved my body
slowly n silently to cheat during exams!
din't realise I was dancing!

when I went to college
learnt how to drive a vehicle hence learnt how to balance
learnt perfect cordination of mind and body
learnt how to tackle ppl ( u no no. of lovers;) ) with emotions
got to coorinate with my world efficently
din't realise i was dancing!

when I started working
I worked hard, wiped my sweat
sat n stood up from my chair zillion times
bent with tiredness, stretched to get rid of stress
punched in the air when i kissed success
stamped n twisted my leg in anger when failure slapped me
din't realise I was dancing!!

when I retired
I had nothing to do
I cleaned my car n house
played with my grand childern
moved my body when i craved for work
moved ma old hands n eyes to get a glimps of a book
moved ma body to get closer to my family
dint realise i was dancing!!

when I was on MY DEATH BED
I shivered , I smiled , I saw the world revolving in front ma eyes
I tried moving my body to hold everything i could see for the last time
For the last second
but i lay still .................. FOREVER

tried dancing for the last time , atlast i tried but .......


Thursday, July 17, 2008


When we think about the word above ( the title) its very easy to say it but why is it hard to put it in action ?? Forgiveness means to let go of things , leaving the past n movin on , to forget etc. but then these are just meaningless or sounds when it comes to practice.

why is forgiving someone so hard?

An answer to this question could be " the person who made the mistake or who hurt us is just not worth it !!" but if he/she is not worth it then why are they even entitled to be forgived? Arnt they in ur mind!? ( dont lie to your self atleast!) Wainting for them to say SORRY ?? A word "SORRY" , just a word is so powerful enough that you can actually say ' its ok ' or ' its fine! ' in a jiff? everything they did which made you cry or be angry goes down te drain ??? This is never endin!

I hav no clue why ppl make mistakes or hurt others even when they dont want to and only they know the answer if they are doing it on purpose.

Forgiving someone is somehow easier when such behaviour by a person was unintentional but wat wil you do if he /she confess tht it was intentional ? You ont forgive them nor do you stop thinkin abt them. Gazillion questions shooting up in ur heart n brain ! The confussion and the thinkin process never stops!

its even more irritatin when the faulty is not even apologetic .The abuses by you has no end! The very fact tht your hurt and no one is bothered to say 'YES. I m responsible.' makes you spit fire. So now the question is " Whats the solution !?"

Ignoring is no solution ! coz the anger , the feeling n the thinkin wil never leave u alone!

After thinking for like ages , I hav a rough answer to it . BACK TO SQUARE ONE!


Forgive tht god damn person. Call him/her up or sms or in public just say it... UR FORGIVEN !

If you dont wanna say UR FORGIVED! act or be normal/casual with that person. The very expression on his/her face when you buzz a HI! casually will be soothing! ;) ( how wicked can my imagination be!!:D )

when your normal n chillin around asusual , tht person wil realise his/her mistake and wil be quilty. If not , TO HELL WITH HIM/HER! , tht person is seriously a DUMB ASS n needs a KICK ON HIS.. ( the blank can be filled with your liguistic skills! ;)